I hear this dreadful dripping sound in almost
every other thing
and in my hurried hand there's this thin pipe like
object that I can only wish I could far from me fling
and in my wary and worried ears
I hear this sudden muted ring
like I'm the only one close enough to hear it
so to me it tries to cling
but before any sense gets close enough to the surface
the wind falls out of my sails to leave only the sound
of nothing
what if every pong you you should pick up held no
eventual ping
and after the hard edges of winter
there was no soft approach by spring
wouldn't you too feel like a lost song
that no one ever even once wished to sing
every young bird lives with the dying hope
that it can one day flap upon the wind its
span full wings
and like my brother the passing bee
I die a small and slow, insignificant death
when my pollen is passed and my stinger fails
when it stings ...............
( written March 3, 1992 am)