your love is like a form of luggage
but for my needs its simply too blue
you can't see your true self through the obstruction
of your pride unless you look at me through you
you defend not what it is I see
and I see not what it is that you defend
you recognize not me as me
but shadows of the past that continue on in my place
to pretend
in my mind such mass force of unknown unfairness
still continues to burn
and everyone knows that where there is danger
there is doubtless concern
I am a female of extremely high spirits and many
natural aptitudes
the way to appeal yourself to me is through means of
intelligent banter that your magnificent mind
and un mappable sensuality seemingly exudes
I see traces of ancient working chivalry in my
loose hipped stance
hands go to temples trying to evade the 'come on'
of a self induced trance
I am terribly baffled like a swoonable female
standing in the clash of two opposing compliments
almost frightened by the very idea to which this
thin threaded theory hints
I find my action in a bloodless state of blame
knowing full well I could easily win if I only
could figure out the rules of this gripping game
I am alas able to hear the wounded cry of my
deep seated inner need
I have learned a lasting lesson
perhaps that is the planting of the seed
which has placed my feet in the proper direction
giving my life a brand new lead..............
(written Feb 11, 1992 am)