the desire to write
the desire to feel
the desire to read into
what really is real
the walk alone we each choose to take
can be a blessed event or
a serious mistake
I've been many places but none so bewitching
as the magnetic path in the mind
thoughts of great and lesser universal forms
aid me in my wish to unwind
I'm caught between what it is I want to be and
who I actually am
when one door to a new possibility opens behind
me another chooses to slam
and in the search for my other better self
I stumble upon a tragic philosophy
maybe I'll never find what I'm looking for
which is the best of me
the most common question in self analysis is
what will I come to be
I have a good idea of what that is, with this
pen in hand and writing
book open upon my knee
I've waited out my desperate desires for so long
that I refuse to believe they'll one day whither
up and die
there are many forms of greeting but poetry for me
says hello as well as goodbye..............
(written Jan 27, 1992 am)