need this poet say she cried
at the sweet offerment of reality
so swiftly stripped of its pride
such aching love without artifice
the actual man in all his habits revealed
unhurriedly honest of heart
fully informed of his short list of flaws
yet battle weary and gathered in of self
standing bathed in a scarred sense of truth
lonely and ashamed
sharing of himself the brutal facts
humbled before a scratched mirrored image
of self he does not like to look at
for very long
so with armor carefully removed
he kneels
wounded
and all too shatteringly self aware
as he hands 'this himself' almost wearily
over to me to inspect
no longer the dashing quintessential lover
and worldly business man
but an all too human
and oh so achingly vulnerable man
and I wholey accept this man
for who he is
whether
gentle and respectful
yet peaceful in part
faithful and fervent
or flawed and weary
for its such purity of spirt
that lays silently housed
among the ongoing warring factions of
his mind
his life
and his all too male flesh
and that is the him
my love soaked heart chooses to see
in all his imperfect wounded love
a testament to himself
forever self striving
and being the man that only he can be
( written July 22, 2006 2am)