the diary of a poet
if accurate
reads
chaos
from within
mapped out though
in streams of beauty
hacked up soul parts
sometimes
laying quite dead now
in their once
so life like display
are these words of mine
children born
or children killed
being so close to them
as I am
I have never been
truly objective enough
to say
yet too often
it tends to feel like the latter
and my conscience
has me frequently stop
and take some breath for pause
then I think
well
won't these word children of mine
be reborn
each time another reads their fragile
little bodies of life aloud
won't this bring them to life to some
thrice million many
with their own voice
speaking so clearly
for them
even if only for a little while
and isn't that far more life than I
alone could ever conceive to give them
I believe this strongly to be a valid
point
my children (poems)
will never be homeless
nor dead for long
for there will always be someone there
to find them
adopt them
and give them life again
ere a home
happiness is my talisman
in my faith upon this.............
(written Aug. 26, 2001 7am)