why do I despise pretty women
could it be because I am not one
should I find myself a man
I would like to have a child
perhaps a son
I don't reflect on the whole of my life
just some
I write not to shock
merely to stun
often I feel my life's over
when its barely just begun
yet I know that he who always comes out on top
has not always won
in
'The Tale Of Two Cities'
this very idea
was spun
maybe I am a better woman for all I have and haven't
written
its not always necessary to know everything
curiosity as we all know did something awful to that
poor little kitten...............
(written Jan 3,1991 pm)