what is this feeling that has commandeered my very
soul
leaving me feeling half of whom I used to be
there for part of what was once whole
I sift through the empty emotions currently failing
me with their endless hungry needs
baffled like a detective who's following a cold trail
with few, little or no leads
with a powerful and resounding thud
my heart kicks in my chest
quickening my breath and boiling my already hot, burning
blood
in a place where few even would dare to look
I take myself on by confronting the problem and by
naming the culprit 'ere crook
boredom stands firm in its cement shoes
staring me down in a way that lets me know
it won't give up easily or like to lose
creativity draws its sharp and angry looking sword
the dreaded bold and blue pen
boredom carries no ink to fuel its rampage
it knows it can not now win
so it pays its respects to pacify and pander the page
by walking off into the night and disarming its
disappointed rage...........
( written Jan 3,1992 pm)