here I sit all a wobble
stranded in these early afterthoughts
of you
how your memory doth cling
strong burrower of warmth that it is
and how your honor doth bring
the spoils of a glorious renewal
you have me
like a candy jar
gently lidded over
and here on your desk
I sit
at the ready
opened
but only just so
for your next
venture in
wonderously reaping
from this rich relation
we've mutually viewed
transponders are we
or so it would seem
to this flaw fitted refuge
we are
strangely I feel
that last vestige of hope
secluded in
each the other's eyes
scary isn't it
just to realize
this small
but oh so important thing
just now
when I can't yet share
with you just how this
feeling feels
ah but soonest
my love
I will..................
( written July 10, 2006 3am)