making sleep
while
waking from love
emotional dyslexia
thorn in the eye
grizzly barbaric hug
dilemma of the vanquished
a cry that will not allow tears
their clearest, silent expression
a murderer's victory
sweet, hot blood still on his hands
widened though still weary
parading out
trick or treat rosy red appled fear
old street lights
compliment to companion
modern streets
mean never fit so well
as your lashing tongue
did
across my unprepared shock
you butchered up my page children
and was surprised when at your work
I wasn't able to grin
how could I?
such unrecognizable pale, bloodless corpses
I skulked around under your nagging doubts
less than half of me
for nearly 24 hours after that
then a fledgling self confidence
I never even knew I had before
helped me to snap out of it
though I am certain
I learned something that day
still, I never looked back
but rather moved on
by using such grimacing blow
as a spring board to my peak
into grand
'Wiser For My Weathered Wounds'..........
(Feb. 14, 2000 11am)