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my day so far

has been

breathless

very little sleep

few coherent thoughts

just you

in a hot fiery rush

running around

up there

in my head

yammering away to me

in memory

how so much you  have missed me

how I was with you every night

you've been away

the ache for me that you can't seem

to shake

that repeated question Why Me?

I find myself longing for you more

even in all this giddy disbelief

that you are back

at last

and stronger than ever

you've puddled my pool

of fears

all this knowing

yet still being forced to be apart

is 'Such Beautiful Hell'

yet I know I'd much rather be in

some beautiful hell with you

any century

in any time frame

real or otherwise

than an ugly heaven with

any one else

your force

in my heart

in my soul

is that uniquely powerful

I love you so much more

than just the simple saying of

those words

you pull me into this life

more solidly than

anyone else ever has

ever could

and all simply just because

you are your ever same self

so don't ever ask Why Me baby?

again

or I may just do as you asked and

wipe this big goofy grin off my face

and kiss you dead

something which I know

you would get down on your knees

and beg me to do so

if you were only given the chance............................

(Sept 11, 2008 1045pm)