I openly give myself to the page many, many times
I give up what's dear yet troubling to me for the sake
of a few innocent yet insightful rhymes
please forgive me if I recognize not
yet the extent of my provided crimes
my intent
to stamp out the surrender in my soul is not solely
one of my designs
I do not yet know the agony that persecution clearly
defines
but I grow old with the knowledge that so few chills
run down too many spines
and the circles we can run ourselves ragged in
out distance the parallel lines
I see the words before me but I don't view plainly
the apparent signs
once upon a time when I was somewhere in the general
vicinity of around seventeen
I could recognize what I saw but not always all I
had seen
perhaps I once got on the bad side of love and
this time around its gotten a little mean
when one's mind has been dirtied even once
its hard for thoughts to come clean
when one sees envy why is it always the careless
color of graceful green
when one cries and pouts who will stop to witness the
scene
"I" said the rabbit and he was shot dead because he
dared to intervene
I will now hide myself away within my thoughts
for I only wish to be heard upon occasion
but never really seen..................................
( written Nov 1, 1991 pm)