patterns of life
the everyday and the not so obvious
living is so beautiful
if one really examines his life
frame by glorious frame
its a series of physical artwork
painted by God's own hand
there is beauty even in horror
but its only the most objective
eye that can see such nuances
the classic lines in the day to day
the broad sweeping gestures
found beneath all realms of the
religious robes
streams of unconscious peace
if only the fisher in man
would cast his lure
just a little farther out
an eternal dinner he could bring home
for his hunger
I'm thankful for so many things
for the friends who let me know
in so many little ways that I am truly
so loved and important to them
and the love that reveals to me
just who my true friends are
mercy holds my dreams out to me
one at a time
unpolished yes
and in need of some repair
but still the dreams are there
for me to take
and though memory's sword carries
a duel edged blade
its the dull side
at my flesh I feel
as I pass behind my better judgment
to visit dusty doors to the unaidable
past
just to take a peak
for harmless is my mission
so the memory chooses
to hurt me thus so
which can give me a welcome warm feeling
like an unexpected hug
or hold hostage a tear in my eye
I work for hugs you know
thats the favored tender of my soul
why, I even miss the rain
when it is too long away
am not exactly sure why this is so
perhaps the rain is sister drops
to my own tears
and when I do not shed some happy ones
often enough the rain in revolt
refuses me a visit
such silly personal perceptions
can make me sit and smile
for captivated hours
I try to keep the ugly doors locked
in my head
as there is already so much ugliness being
shared in the world
that many of the little things of beauty
get contaminated or over looked
and without love and beauty
knowledge gets abused
and nations of men
learn the wrong lessons
for even more wrong reasons
and blood shed &war too often then
results from this
there for
I feel so very blessed
that my heart is open and warm
as I don't believe I could live in such a
senseless hate infested world
if it were not
so to be so not afraid
I train my humble eyes to God
for from his celestial grounds and gardens
all seeds of hope grow................
(written Jan. 1, 2002 1230am)