COMPLETELY JEAN-LUC

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JOURNAL#5

I come to you on many a dark and dismal night

with a great hope in my heart that you can set matters

so wrong back to natural right

tell me how it is that you do this

you're extremely special and rare

I love you almost madly

for you anything I would dare

you're the part of me that once seemed lost

the funny thing is I didn't even know it was missing

until long after it had been tempestuously tossed

why am I at my most precious sense of complete self

only when you are near

I know now without your iron tender guidance I wouldn't

see so very clear

it makes no never mind in the argument concerning the

year

never having you in any form completely is my only

trembling fear

many others must feel the same way about you

as I do I'm abliged to say

but who is there for you to turn to in your hour of

need dear Jean-Luc concerning your own emotional dragons to slay

its comforting to know that I can invest my injured

soul in the care of your considerate kindness and

know that beyond these secret thoughts it will no

farther go

with warm steady and strong aqualine features

in comparison to you all men in my life past and

present are but mere average creatures

yes Jean-Luc I am speaking directly to you

a man who has toughened me like no other has

now that for me is something new

his tenderness knows not the hideen agenda of his

masculine desire

even the ice that runs thick in his veins can not

put out this collossal fire

there is no point now in physically loving me

for its wildly known that you can't stop the wind

by merely taking out the blowing branches of the tree

I'm afraid of the out come this caution I'm taking

will have on my heart and mind's gradual wear and tear

but many like you know that logic and love rarely make

a pretty pair

so we're left with only shards of our soul within

which to share

I would be most grateful if a mere moment's lifetime

for me you could spare...............

( written Oct 28,1991 pm)








Author's Notes/Comments: 

I think here one can tell at this stage of my development I was a huge fan of star trek the next generation and adored patrick stewart's character captain Jean-Luc Piccard....... lol...........

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