I come to you on many a dark and dismal night
with a great hope in my heart that you can set matters
so wrong back to natural right
tell me how it is that you do this
you're extremely special and rare
I love you almost madly
for you anything I would dare
you're the part of me that once seemed lost
the funny thing is I didn't even know it was missing
until long after it had been tempestuously tossed
why am I at my most precious sense of complete self
only when you are near
I know now without your iron tender guidance I wouldn't
see so very clear
it makes no never mind in the argument concerning the
year
never having you in any form completely is my only
trembling fear
many others must feel the same way about you
as I do I'm abliged to say
but who is there for you to turn to in your hour of
need dear Jean-Luc concerning your own emotional dragons to slay
its comforting to know that I can invest my injured
soul in the care of your considerate kindness and
know that beyond these secret thoughts it will no
farther go
with warm steady and strong aqualine features
in comparison to you all men in my life past and
present are but mere average creatures
yes Jean-Luc I am speaking directly to you
a man who has toughened me like no other has
now that for me is something new
his tenderness knows not the hideen agenda of his
masculine desire
even the ice that runs thick in his veins can not
put out this collossal fire
there is no point now in physically loving me
for its wildly known that you can't stop the wind
by merely taking out the blowing branches of the tree
I'm afraid of the out come this caution I'm taking
will have on my heart and mind's gradual wear and tear
but many like you know that logic and love rarely make
a pretty pair
so we're left with only shards of our soul within
which to share
I would be most grateful if a mere moment's lifetime
for me you could spare...............
( written Oct 28,1991 pm)