with hands defiantly down by my sides
I listen closely to your confession like one of many
expectant brides
no receding doubts in my mind are housed to later
against myself be used
there's only one tiny small time bomb placed gently
now upon my heart that you are about to, I can only
hope defuse
what makes the mind upon itself play so many cruel and
betraying tricks
my love is not some over ripened fruit upon the tree of
life there for any man who so much as chooses then picks
Sam its only one man and that's you
other men here, my love that is not the issue
it always has been and will be you
to have and keep in my holding
your precious heart there is no too dark a deed
I wouldn't do
yet you still shakily stand before me so uncertain
and fearful
with a hopeful look upon your dear sweet face so lovingly frightened
my heart beats erotically tender and tearful
I've never known such a quiet man to give me such an
earful
you choke and tell me you love me then you rush on
in one deep breath to ask
in the warmth of your complete devotion I bathe my
sensitive soul and brilliantly bask
you rattle on and say 'take as much time as you need, I won't press!
women need time I'm told to answer this kind of big
question I ahhh..... umm guess.
I say 'Sweet Sweet Sam
did you hear me I just said yes!'
you reply 'OH BOY' and your radiant little boy's smile
out shadows all your obvious stress
and at last I know you and I are on the same emotionally
physical plateau of feeling and for that
we as one are truly blessed
and we will now live happily ever after indeed
no less....................
( written Oct 2, 1991 pm)