who would have ever thought that a quiet, long,
romantic walk in the local park
could leave in my mind's memory such an unforgettable
mark
we stopped by a flowing fountain for a token lover's
kiss and as I looked up
there you were to the right of our path by someone's
black pick up truck
you looked so angry and completely discontent
the look on your face was indeed hate
for me most directly meant
you said not one single word
but your your husky voice I clearly heard
the situation was a triangle of love's fine tuned
trust and its previous miss use
the confusion I felt wasn't something I can now
nor then readily excuse
the dearest most wonderful man standing now in my
open loving arms
I'm sure felt the tension in my body
but could not hear the immediate inner alarms
unlike you and I he doesn't see our love as a betrayal
of another trust
he does not know that long ago in another far distant
life that almost in this exact same place
I loved yet another but for that blond man it was
merely a case of misinterpreted lust
I find it so very difficult to believe that something
I've nearly forgotten could bring this man so much apparent pain
why does he seem to feel all these old feelings now
when it was then he should have made them all too
perfectly plain
my eyes spoke to his
I'm not being unfaithful now to you
I'm merely doing what's right for me by loving
now another
if I stared deep enough into his eyes I'd be willing
to bet I'd find traces of his own more recent lover
his looking away from me blew his cover
I hugged my beloved man tight so the tenseness of the
moment he would not stumble across and discover
'It's getting cold shouldn't we be going now
sweetheart?' the heart of my heart said in my ear so
gently
I smiled up into his eyes yes and we slowly walked away
from an old insignificant flame of mine
like whom away from himself he long ago sent me
let me tell you though he was quite a ghost from my
past to suddenly see
I'm sure as to how I handled the situation you would
likely agree.............
( written Sept 30, 1991 am)