he likes his women pretty and so svelte
that they're just too skinny
though I don't mean to sound petty
my 'thin' thoughts aren't worth even one pinched penny
the longer I let these fanciful feelings flourish and
live the more I sense I appear to be a laugh less fool
it becomes a degree more difficult each day to keep
this ravaging emotion within while consciously
remaining cool
this role I half unwillingly play could be cast as duel
the unaware audience I perform before can be often
so carelessly cruel
only I know the full complexities of the truth so why
do I care
who but you after all can see the sorry shape of my
soul that to no other I could possibly bare
perhaps there is where lay the silent and unspeakable scare
for this is no longer simple role playing anymore
and I'm not just another player
into the darkest realm of distorted love I can only
helplessly stare
and imagine as the hopeless truth becomes apparently known
his angry unforgivable glare
so with the quick but reproachful help of my hand
my heart gives you yet another generous offering in
the form of my cryptic creative ware
in great yet almost desperate hope that over the
painfully jagged wall of unrequited love
your reading of this ache will somehow manage to get
me there..............
(Sept 17,1991 pm)