MY DEAREST AGAIN

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I miss you beyond tomorrow

why I miss you even beyond this very day

I miss you in waves of perfect sorrw

that are all remarkable for me

out loud

to even say

I stand nearly lost

almost inert in fact

humbled in my very own losing

and all within a month's time

even though I have gained so much

insight and perspective

for me you are everywhere

yet nowhere

you are that vaguest little touch

my soul remembers again

its longing for yours

of this I would bet my next unguarded breath

and yet in such peace with knowledge

this is where the full body of the sorrow

accumulates

meeting you like this

secures in my heart

an awful bittersweet knowing

how better can I share the shear magnitude of

this revelation

I shall one day indeed hold you

my dearest again

even if only upon and through the passage

of another vessel's death

as ever I must do

just what my soul so full of love

instructs me to do

love you

be with you

again

onward

through

some day

after tomorrow can find her rest

for me no more......................

(written May 21, 2006 545am)


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