with red rimmed eyes
and a blue aching heart
don't you know
I love you more today
than all the tomorrows
that have come before
funny how love
tends to make its own dreams
my wine soaked lips
whisper words that
sobriety all too easily strangles
I love you still
and miss you more
you are the breath my body fights for
the breathtaking view
my weary eyes long to see
the man whose body my arms constantly
reach for
so to embrace
why it seems there is no apparent end
to such private sting
misery's self serving chase
disenchanted with yet another empty day
I crawl back into my woe some bed
and turn my head away
leaving your photograph to miss my happy
adoring eyes
fairness has yet to have its finest day
with us..............
(Nov. 9, 1999)