love is the only pure form of prosperity and elation
perhaps that was our 'Prince of Peace's' ideal purpose
from the very beginning of our indubious creation
if one's ego truly did uphold a certain size
maybe that very difference is what makes each of us so
indispensable in only a select few others eyes
leaving behind the one I truly best love I have to
question myself is that wise
he can't love me back the way I need to be loved
he only sees me as 'Just one of the guys'
the handsomest face can hide the most evil schemes
it can shatter what we once thought was meant to be
happily-ever-after and drown out the most descent to
deluxe dreams
I love the night it cloaks itself about me and keeps
me safe out of harm's way
it doesn't push or prod me out into the harshness
of the light when in its gentle clutches of the
darkness I wish to stay
for my proposed peace of mind many professed pale
peculiar dragons I've had to silently slay
jealousy you may find is most rigid in its last
legs of decay
always look carefully for exactly what it is you're
looking for
you may come across something useful but don't let rage
sour your soul by laying about dormant
waiting to settle an old score
there is only one real reason that forever is for
so each of us will have enough time to chip away at
the many layers of hatred and deceit
to get to the gentle basin of love's warm
deep caring core
love is like any other place
to get to it
you first must locate the door
we've been hearing this since the olden days of
yore
if the world could just get enough love to go
around
we wouldn't have to keep up the tiresome search of
finding more
one day soon we'll learn though that love isn't
out there it comes from within
it's a private and personal store
one that I must continue to go for
as there is much of my soul
still left to explore......
(written Aug 26,1991 pm)