when opportunity strikes
everyone files in close to voice his despise and likes
this discord gives fuel to fire the term 'strikes'
the brain would over flourish and flood with negativity if it weren't for carefully constructed mental dikes
I love the quiet in its far reaches I find the strength
to not be so loud
creativity becomes generic and gets underfoot when subjected to a crowd
so I keep it to myself
between the pages I cover up so to shroud
my friends tell me that I should try to slow down
and be just a little calmer
how an they be so distant and blaze' when faced with the recent horrific events concernigt a certain Mr. Jeffrey Dahmer
it doesn't make hardly any sense anymore
crime , drugs, rape and cult like breeders of hate
coming so close to even the small town's front door
listening is a good quality to have but merely hearing can cause you pain
truthful to only myself do I ever so faithfully remain
life holds a place for everyone but the page is my private domain
I write for myself as well as the love of my life
but I won't divulge his name
peace now temporarily rests in my soul from this gratified coupling of candor
much of today's complacency falls between the cracks of disfavor and pander
the teeth of tenacity formed from what needs to be done
rarely lose their gruesome grip
look closer and you'll find more than one slip between the cup and lip
I am left only with this page which over it I so often trip
of this ice burg of my not so noticeable dysfunction I'm afraid my friend we've only just touched upon the very tip
near to that of the cleverly yet not so cleverly extreme
my filtered and frightful self directed insights accordingly seem
how so bright it has been said
after the kill the great lion's teeth do so sparklingly gleam
isn't it ironic that I've swam so far through many a night mare
only to die in sight of my greatest dream..........
( written Aug 22, 1991 pm)