THE LOVELIEST OF MISERIES

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JOURNAL#31

a quiet lovely misery comes so softly to call

such haphazard attraction need not be

the blazen beginning to all

terrific endeavor

why not ye be for me

a shawl

laden in my shadows

mills the intermittant flaw

I am already so happily taken

why must that so shockingly gall

to journey into trepidatious waters of

juggled for

struggled for

joy

sea softens the myth that three

makes only

a remarkable parody's ploy

as succulent as they seem

these thoughts weigh heavy

still so betwixt by what I saw

verses

the pleasures of the content

that circumvents the latter man involved

is he a restless rogue or a wounded love

does he beseech my heart

for the treasure it is

or like a well honed hawk

prey upon

a gentle caring dove

uncertainty and certainty vie for

such emotions' prize

lost in the lapse of my own inertia churning

I pale at what I can no longer deny

my sweet, sweet GOD,

forgive me this day forth

but I do so tenderly love this mentioned man

breathlessly, deathlessly

and without artifice

yet I do not know why

but you my lord do

for this heartache of ours was there

written in your book

long before we came to be of

this earth

or knew ...........

(written April 22, 2006 415pm)

  






















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