there's a lot in this cup I carry
change for yesterday's news
and rocks in sizes and colors that vary
each one has a name on it
meant solely for the person I'd love to hit
so for my own benefit I must create my own luck
the courage needed to finish this left side of
strange poem I purposely pluck
liars, lovers and cheats chase me out of my own
head
so I look to my lonely little cup
when I am blinded by anger's color of crimson
red
I find myself awake like that of the walking dead
hatred like a dreaded disease I am afraid will
so quickly spread
these feelings of over reaction I can not dispel
of or shed
for peace in my soul to GOD I practically plead
upon my discontentment you must gently tread
the craft I hide behind is what keeps me fed
many times in other different words this I have
often said
so you can see how onto this page I have mentally
bled
so with these words we have softly shared
one could say you and I are somewhat wed........
(written Aug 7,1991 pm)