what do I really do
and why the hell am I asking you
you don't know me
and if you could truly see
then you two would certainly flee
I write, I read, I pen my puppy poems
I praise the good ones and knock the slow ones
I don't give in to what's duly expected
I feel emotions to be most useful when sectioned
off and dissected
many different approaches before to this concept
I have rejected
with my ill ideas I want to know just how many
unguarded souls I have so far infected
life, now there's a questionable concept
at living it the way said to be permissive
I feel inept
I love GOD
but I'm not crazy about rules
hell must be for insubordinates, unnecessary chance
takers and fools
what the ardor chokingly heats up the conscience
contracts and cools
sometimes to myself I smile a wee crooked smile
the grin remains intact even when anger leaves a
taste in the mouth so bitterly vile
every now and again you have to shake lose from
the severe and serious side of whats wrong and right
I've almost managed to modify my behavior down to
what's borderline acceptable but not just quite
so let me say since I'm in such a departurous mood
I'll leave you with an old hacked up saying
off the page is out of sight
who knows maybe tomorrow I'll do a piece called
'you tonight'.................
(written July 29,1991 am)