he doesn't affect me like he used to
like a high fire under a heavy pot of stew
or an ice cube left in a glass on a balmy summer's
night
better yet, a star visually blown out of the night sky
by the sun's bright morning light
similar to that of a pebble being removed from one's shoe
for causing great and unusual discomfort
more so like a wisdom tooth being pulled
so it won't continue to hurt
these are many diverse ways as to how to explain to
myself about that year old now rusted situation
when he walked in tonight it was like I wasn't even
there
but had emotionally went on a long, much needed
vacation
and at last blessed 'Sweet Recovery' came through
for me..................
( written Dec. 24, 1992 am)