in the light
there are windows
where before
only darkness
terrorized doors
my enter able and
exit able life
such a lovely limited eye
that arched to be brave
the prolific menage of dictated
cable
attempting to entertain
the increasing unentertainable chaos
painting the portrait of control
forcing the standard to become harshly
diluted and lowered
with toxic violence displayed hourly
its deliberate shallowness
on the part of the world whispering
all a bicker
with such diverse points of view
above many a calculated stare
the archway of loneliness once opened
cleaved to the adventurous spirit
and systematically floored
all my previous misconceptions
sculpting my old thoughts
to make me realize
that even in the greatest wave of
ecstasy
pain can still remain
which only further forfeits my muse
this must be why
our complex emotional pasts
are so often referred to
as baggage................
(written Feb. 12, 2002 545am)