dead awake
while wide asleep
scaring fear
so to future keep
the sleeping muse
that breeds shadows
for the mind to taste
dreary is the bitter dread
still so bleary
eying such endless waste
shredded ideas
lease pages upon pages
in a binder thats never long
forgotten
shucked into the trunk of the
Buick
dimly viewed upon as misbegotten
wheres my brilliance now
I ask an old black and white movie
on the television's screen
in a numbered mail box it replies
somewhere way up three of four states
above
why look
the tears have somehow managed to
misplace their saturated eyes
sight unseen
only a fool regards a man's written
words as his 'Signature To Love'
and know that
of that fool
I am not too keen
though quite to the contrary
now I'm sure
to me is he
the faithless one
who still means
almost everything
why is wronged love
the slowest of all to die
yet realized life lessons
lurk in this ache that
eats at my soul
God really knows his stuff................
(June 23, 1998)