with little or no inclination
I can bank the fires of hell and hide in the fear of
passion's frustration
I am forever cutting my emotions up and examining them
with logic's laser like light
this process of separation and elimination happens to generously reflect in the way I approach myself in
subject form to write
what is wrong with me, I know I can never make
magically right
but I can bring before unseen dysfunctional feelings
out into plain open sight
without this as such is, ability I would indeed be
truly sunk
its what can't be helped or controlled that puts me
in such a burgundy blue funk
sickening realization of great needs that will
never be met
cast a spell of displeasure over fragments of
contentment I hardly got to know
but then again any director can tell you that at least
one foot light gets broken by the end of every show
for the blood of the beast in me so thick and pure
I live to see the grandness of my next disguise
and hear the sweet sound of my own pending purr
now, isn't that about as sensual as the sound of the
Serengeti at night
lean too close to the page and you come to find
that its not only my words that bite
there's nothing that hits home harder than
the gentlest hint
the best advise to be given is that of which is well
meant
to trade this quick completion of tied up thoughts
for some much needed sleep that is my general intent
on your merry little way now, you I just sent
and so she said, that crazy poet that she was
as to sleep she quietly went..........
(written Aug 10,1991 am)