a sad moment came to pass
that day I spoke to him on the phone
would indeed be the last
such tempest's burden I could not side step
six months prior I could not know
my heart would be so completely shattered
come the following January snow
with reasoning kidnapped
and faith frozen solid through
I moved as a cold, dead woman
longing for that life
your life's infusion with mine
gave me
you saved for me
through your words
Sampson's very own best
acceptance's own exceptional brew
unconditional love
in not only the human but
the ever after form
like I told you often
you indeed now fully know
I will die missing you............
(written Sept. 4th,2005 440pm)