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symptomatic of my mood

the darkness trembles

reluctant am I

to let go

at least in my heart ache

I feel something

work

sleep

television

books

all delayed forms of entertainment

that are unable to fade my feelings of

missing you

'The Pathetic Truth' so deeply hurts

over six months out

and still

you have me

my own tears

force me to face

the bigness of your affect

on my life

I can not share with anyone

but this page

I suppose one day this web

your love wove around me will

break

but then it will be much worse

for then my heart must grieve

that harder, more final loss

and even as I'm thinking this

now

I can't imagine ever truly

letting you go

never deep down inside

every low moment

when your memories flood my

heart

this same prayer I poignantly pray

please God, let him come back to me

just as he was..........................

(Aug. 30, 2008 454am)