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now that the yet dealt deed is semi done

I realize once again after all that he is not the one

I will likely live just as life will continue to go on

for you see in my gambled game of affections he was

merely another pawn

not 'the king' as I had in the beginning possibly

hoped

but happily enough around the house I have not once

moped

the consequences in life from time to time can be so

steep that they're not in the end even worth doing

in opposite directions we each seem to be courageously

going

forgiveness of myself I seem to have left somewhere far

far behind

its such a simplistic shame indeed

that I could not make the boy mine...........

( written Jan.20,1993 pm)