if I am cold in the morning
fine
then that
I will just have to be
never to worry though friend
for I shall
in the end
believe me
find a sweater
a bonnet
along with my last vestige of pride
and yet of course
another ultra fine place to flea
my come upance
(when it comes)
will be grand
my face a fortress
of the subtlest rage
my art haphazardly religious
but only to whichever the
currently chosen page
no one will ever truly know
if it is really me
for I will have long since died upon
the paper
so who would even think to expect me
at such ceremony
my pen will never cry.............
(May 18, 1999)