pardon me whilest I trip over my own flawless pride
in dire attempt to uncover just what it is I before
only wished to hide
into my own realm of ginger insanity others have all too
rudely walked or pried
only to witness just how far from my fantasy would I
venture to slide
behind the eyes of the so terribly dull
I crack my steel studded intelligence like a whip upon
a member of a slave crew
forgetting all reason for why I came in from the too
uncreative cold for
leaving only myself again with this sad 'Seeker's Bequeath'
on my recently retired hands and hungry face
with nearly nothing more
but a shallow look of utter distaste
that glues these beautifully bewildered eyes sullenly to a cold
and faceless floor
if you feel you must then kill me now but not in this
very enlightened hour
for I have lost all will to envision any form of even a cryptic power..................
(written Aug. 8, 1993 am)