longing is such sweet hell
fatherless reason
where does the soul venture off to
when such deep missing occurs
my heart is captive to your otherworldly will
I live in shadows
looking always for the reflection of your light
vibrations of your spirit
surround me still
so you can't really be gone
I just can't communicate with you right now
so you're still here
its just the tangibles
that tell a different story
I'll brave the pain by not listening to them
anymore
there
I feel better already.............
(April 20, 2000 845pm)