POINTLESS

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JOURNAL#23

bitter rival

spurned disregard

magnificent doubt

hail storm of endless

mishap

where is the coup

in such shattered feelings

as self doubt

blemished self contempt

tips over the cart of shaky

discontent

streamers of sadly upset

realization

detail tears

that water down these pent up

screams

true friends scarce

men with sooty caps

pose as people I could have

sworn I knew

it hurts beyond imagination

when one learns

that just isn't so

much too loose in this

windless vacuum

I sail

crushed

for so long

that the loneliness

sees my eyes

when it looks in its own

mirror now

as I see nothing but

a breathing shadow

oh, hold me so true

sweet dream

even though you can't yet

know

how so very much

you are longed for

by me

this once so very bright

parachute

with yet

no sky.............

(Feb. 16, 2000 945am)






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