my house is just about brimming full with
various blue pens it seems
they write down for me
my thoughts
my lists
my faults and fears
my future doubts and daringest dreams
a fanciful notion just now in my head
quite suddenly spins
from this less than magical potion
a graver new notion bravely begins
why a thousand or more amazing words
could not do my present thoughts even a
modicum of justice nor good
as I felled even my fledgling sleep
for my literary wake
and made practical use of my most mournful
misery in even a merry mood
too fantastic was such profit and irony to
be believed
though oh how for such fatted fact
I so magnificently grieved
why, I'm no better than a shunned royal
concubine
Shakespeare would have parodied me
enlivened by such an idea for a fetching coup
from such prolonged mental absence
I take my highly esteemed cue
'tis good 'This Night'....................
(June 25, 1998)