heaven's low waters
my home
in your eyes
yet sadly still
sweet image of
awaiting hearth
is denied
with no whiff
of any true welcome
hope finally agrees to die
strangled as she is
by the gradual grinding
of 'The Vines Of Time'
a dishonest merchant
to reflection's past
heart's heritage
so cruelly cast
dissolve
sweet temptation
temper for the contrast
quite miserably sweet it is
to laugh so aghast
the cindered ashes of my happiness
forgotten particles of me
piling up at your feet
the cry overhead
of the hawk hounding the rat
signals my own
shattered heart's
resounding defeat
we are no more
it would seem
why perhaps
even
we never truly were............
(July 27, 2000 10pm)