you want me to confess my most secret passions
tell you the reasons behind my many desires
give you the keys to just what placates my wants
yes
maybe I can do this
perhaps I can lead your misunderstanding
more so indoors
and not through shattered windows
of mismatched truth
taped together
once
by old ideas of love best forgotten
do you truly need this from me
my darling one
so very guidable
does your own love
require such license from me
to better maneuver itself
through my soul
if so
then
you are more of a true man
than I've known before
so consider
this strange collage of words
your learner's permit
allowing you
'The Teachable Freedom'
to accompany me
closely
to this one so very
important
road through life...........
(June 10, 2000 245am)