TOO FAR NEAR

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JOURNAL#23

I am windless

drifting

desperate

to find my bearings

while at a truly most

difficult place in my life

I am yet a whisper

of all I could be

I know this

longing

with no anchor

to keep me

just keep me

from leaning

'Too Far Near'

edges of love

that are so scary

nothing ventured

nothing gained

some bull shit cliche'

spouted off

by confused courageous idiots

with misplaced ideals

whose heads remain too far up

in the clouds

to breath properly............

(March 26, 2000 730pm)

Author's Notes/Comments: 

aching for love but fearing it just as much.

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