I am windless
drifting
desperate
to find my bearings
while at a truly most
difficult place in my life
I am yet a whisper
of all I could be
I know this
longing
with no anchor
to keep me
just keep me
from leaning
'Too Far Near'
edges of love
that are so scary
nothing ventured
nothing gained
some bull shit cliche'
spouted off
by confused courageous idiots
with misplaced ideals
whose heads remain too far up
in the clouds
to breath properly............
(March 26, 2000 730pm)