M-delicious shade
falling prey
to sunlight's sweet
morning entrancement
this rose of flesh
knows no true calm
R-oh could I but touch her skin
but a whisper to my mouth
the jagged edge of love
has cut my heart to the quick
M-misery make off with the thorns of
this battered rose
bring life to her trembling petals
prideless chin
where is he?
why has he abandoned me for some medium
of whim
R-like a spider's web
on a cold winter's night
turning icy cold
a frozen ghost of love lost
can the ember of once so great a flame be
reborn
M-hear me plead reprieve
wash from mine eyes
these tears that bead
whetherest thou be in earnest or jest
with thou know
ye taketh mine very best
a love
given joyously unharnessed
without request
such lines in my bitter mind refuse to rest
R-in spite of the tempest
that blew across this baron heart
I give, give
again, again
now filled with this
beautiful sadness
with this rose whither
and thorns be no more
for one can not have the beauty
without the crimson flow
M-lust puts her make up on
and so carefully in place
and dares to call such haunted face
love
tears go the way of the more traveled heartache
sick am I of such remorse
so my next ship out
shall indeed have
a plot
a key
a compass
a course...............
(April 11, 2000 145am)
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(FROM JOURNAL #23)