confusion
the breath of coldness
blowing in the face of heat
my eyes
seeing such shocking
blindness
with no cane
to place in the hand
of wisdom
I wish the heart didn't hold
so much collateral
in the head's final choice
I'm daylight drowning in the sea
of night
sweet aroma itself
shoved down into lungs
with no real breath
too intense am I
but so defective to
it would seem
incapable to sew up
ribbons
that flow full of life
and free
reality in effect
is choking on the multi fractured
dream
I need to build a sizable damn
between the seepage in my heart
and all the shadowed thoughts that beg
to be held in some finer esteem
and I shall
slip from beneath this invisible thumb
you seem to be holding against me
and learn from this painful
'Catch 22 Limbo'
you've loved keeping me in for so
many months now..............
(written Nov. 7, 2000 7pm)