fitfully
I sleep
for your sudden absence
awakens me
every fifth moment or so
with your petulant demands of
'Melissa, Please Do Not Forget Me!'
which leaves me to ponder
deeply
and deeper still
how can I ever hope to fight
this incessant haunting
by the mere memory of you
you have become an overbearing weight
in my cracked heart
and I am quite powerless to oust you
you are butcher to all this hurt
who has unknowingly cut me up
into microscopic pieces of confusion
for news of your where abouts
I would strip myself of all pride
as payment for such knowledge
of your condition..............
(written June 22, 2007 8pm)