paper amusements
that's what we are
the art of being honest
knows this
the metaphysical removes her hat
and walks through the open door of
bloodless despair
paintings of perfect memories
hang misplaced
upon now lifeless airy walls
true unhappiness
mere possessions of no real feeling
you with that silly flower between your teeth
standing on the steps of the Seine
happiness captured
all you hugs so warm and fierce
drag me back to our time
like it never left
and is there for us to enjoy
the touch of your dark, gentle hand upon my
face
with eyes so fearfully hopeful
yours but mine too
as you confess this amazing love you have
for me
such emotion
drugged melancholy
memories are such beautiful but cruel creatures
even death never lets them forget
you are lodged in my heart
the truest companion for my soul
the true essence of you
anyway there you will remain
safe
waiting for me to be with you
when I too am gone
then we shall be
completely reunited
joined
at last in spirit
never to be separated again
I breathed you
and now I must hold that breath
until I can fully breath you again
breath with you
oh......... with you
such lovely words
so much so
that
I sleep with them
every night
my days are so much
the happier that way..............
(March 6, 2000 1030am)