dismay
how you trample the heart
and pound out your judgments
with such an angry fist
how can one expect to recover from
the losses
when fear becomes a traitor
even hope now cries as if its a wounded
animal caught in the pits
guilt evades the crisis by stealing
more and more sleep
speaking words that ooze from wounds
the trembling mouth spits out
hurtful garbage
as the body further aches
just be closer
to the distance that is being revealed
this is the bare root of every volatile
conflict
this terrible train somehow must stop
there are so few platforms to choose from
so, I fear an all out wreck
very soon
then
complete and utter devastation
the slow silent severing of we
away from you
I drip in fear...........
(written Jan 18,2005 5am)