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what could be better than an uncontrolled played
out public stimulation
maybe an unsatisfying soul search for possible
full blown renovation
should I instrument this practice into some form
of usable play
I have been a deviant skeptic up until this very
day
I would not be the contrary contemplater am
if I didn't have my final say
though there still are some who would wish to have
me and my thick headed thoughts laid under the
scalpel so to spay
I will not give them justifiable lease to have
their detrimental willful way
it's still my sad laughable life even when it gets
dreary and gray
you see me as I am now
I refuse to remain the same or go back to what
once was
this I adamantly avow
some parts of my perverted past are not too
appetizing
I should imagine that wouldn't seem all too
very surprising
it's hard to remember just when I started
I've come a long way from being mean and
hardhearted
and finally now within myself I no longer feel
painfully parted
at last, off this neutral page
the anger has been safely carted.........
(written April 27,1991 in the evening)