it was
a cold Monday in march
when I last cared enough to catalogue
my heart break and flaws
why, I was by then
strep throat in the voice of
Beverly Sills
Pavoratti's worst stage fright
as I was secretly wishing I was Botticelli's
most favorite model
I flopped and fell off
a color blind mood ring became I
left on some remote nameless beach
snatched up from the sand
by some desperately seeking someone
who knew not one fleck of my purpose
just the crude markings of my utialitariun use
painfully undervalued I was to such finder
just an old tarnished ring
and well to segway quite badly
a stranger rather in my own fast collapsing
marriage
so, I changed my mood
and put my once tarnished self on a new love's
finger
and my how I sparkle there
so much so
that I have been a deep dreamy blue every
moment since............
(written Jan 22, 2005 11pm)