he was detrimental to my careful, emotional
well being
do not think my deep abiding love for him
I'll be daringly deceiving
variations of sorts hold a very exuberant price
to pay
yet continue to scamper through my mind in an
attempt to corner so to convey
I have a mind that can make one leap with
surprise if given the chance
your emotional well being and intellectual status
it can only further enhance
of matters in general or specific
which of the two is more prolific
in contrast to what has been previously said
which is the lesser of the two evils
to bleed the soul yourself or to let yourself solely
be bled
neither idea do I choose to divorce or wed
this subject is much too tainted for me to be
infinitely cast as kind
my thoughts are not mature enough to continue on
at such length
they're much too raw and unrefined
(written March 25, 1991)