Mangus
I've mentioned him before
he has to be one of the most
sensuous creatures God has ever
aspired to create
I just can't seem to see him here
in the right now
to tell him this very this
it doesn't seem very fair
what an unbelievable coward
have I become
this I certainly know
there is just no getting away from such
truth
you don't have to rub it in
for there are by far
too many crooked teeth to think about
besides my own lack of looks, age and
weight
I am a quarter horse tripping at the gate
so please at least forgive me this
my ever 'Ageless Cowardice'
yet just perhaps
in my next life time or the one that comes
after that
I will slip on some courage and take such
chance
but for today
I must stand firmly regrettably silent in my
miserable stance
knowing it's not yet my turn
I open my quivering outstretched hand
to gently retrieve some hopeful fonder aspect
of my former innocence
so I can better offer it one day to you
my anonymous future fellow man
and there is always much growth to be
attained
even in extended separation..............
(March 6, 1999)