I found my soul long ago in a poet's gentle hands
his thoughts, his wishes, his views
my spirit now proudly commands
and now on and of myself justification starts
to make its cruel demands
and these words that assail me continue to do so
like wind upon the desert sands
should I happen to accidentally lose myself just
one more time
I'm not so sure if again I will be able to retrieve
the true essence of myself through the means of poetic
rhyme
but due to the fact that I merely am so very human
for it, I am more than just willing to try
I'll somehow manage to steer myself into a sharper curve
to search for the hidden meaning of my quest
and note that for this I would be willing to die
what I sacrifice has no real meaning without any explanation
brought to the page soon after the fact
though what I sometimes do I can not always take it back yet
what I write I am quite able to retract
why is it that she who puts faith solely in the
persuasion of her pen
gets only one offered option in this life and that is
just when you say when!..............
( written Nov. 18, 1992 pm)