don't speak
from behind my curious eyelids
I ever so cautiously peak
I've always felt shallow
even before the eyes of the meek
maybe that is a symptom of my being weak
It's not entirely true so don't visually cringe
and shriek
do not dare to label me some sort of poetically
portrayed freak
look out for yourself mon ami
I feel the approach of a nasty mean streak
I've run out of defensive anger
so I'll hamper my quelling conscience
so to put a stop to this lethal leak........
(written Feb 26,1991)