it was a tempest's night of torture to say the
very least
men can be such monsters, but one man in particular
the worst sort of beast
why does he insist on making me feel in the wrong
I am at loose ends with love and barely hanging on
Do you think he knows of my current quest
and is that what has placed him in the path of the
unrest
I believe I'm safe to say he knows little if
anything at best
I pray my worries are not belated
in my heart his work I secretly hated
but even in fear still I breathlessly waited
I love him still, my fears have not completely
abated
he's the top man in the most dangerous game in the
city
maybe its not myself that I should pity
he is man in the truest sense of the word
the metamorphosis in which my love went under these
last six haunting hours is bordering on the absurd
will he and I ever find ourselves and each other
to live on the same happy unlevel level
who really knows but if he backs out on me now
I'll earmark him forever as a blackguard devil!
(written Feb 21,1991)